Who Am I
CTC - 2/1
Hexagram 8
Hexagram 8
- CTC – 2/1Leucine – HydrophobicHex – 8 Rear of CubeNW/SE Axis8/4 CrystalWater QuadrantD# E BSaturn Mercury30 x 150 x 120
Houses 4 - 5 - 12
Chest - Heart - Feet
Number 1: Reflective or reactive, all waters the Earth over
belong to one body, water retains the memory of everything that is
has come into contact with, many types, brooks, rivers, lakes,
oceans, best stored below ground or out of the sunlight, difficulties
but you will find ways to move around them, little gets in your way,
Sexual in nature, loves the closeness of water being as one, dark and
secretive, insecure from its constant motion, independent, one can
be a lonely number, lively and positive or gloomy and negative,
often advance position in life, patience and success, one drop of
water still has a mind connection with all other water like a super
intelligence you can connect with, success through your own efforts,
do not like to be pushed around and will take the lead only if
required, wide circle of friends from different backgrounds, get
things finished and do not become overconfident. Career minded.
Number 2: Supportive or submissive, motherly, all about motherhood and that need to feel mothered, nurturing, gentle, receptive, quite, you understand things take time, supportive, self sacrificing, a person who gets things done quietly, reserved, devoted, need time to develop, conservative, worriers, wanting to take the lead is a mistake, be second assistant and don't go for leader until you know you are ready. The tortoise often wins the race. Number two likes company, it is one of a pair, being alone is not an option, land and property of interest here as they are long term investments. If you feel the need leave those stabilisers on your bike until you feel safe.
Amino Acid...Leucine...hydrophobic...builds muscle, regulates skeletal muscle proteins after exercise.
Keyword Hex 8 Holding together, union, assistance, integration, merging, accord.
Sitting in the N.W facing S.E. it is a changeable energy late evening, late in the year, just as Autumn is ending and Winter is yet to beginning, time to tidy up ready for morning, put everything to bed, get things in order, preparation for Winter. You are facing S.E just as spring is ending but just before summer begins that sense something is about to happen. Strong growth here things are just about to blossom, its mid morning time, the soil is warm increasing and expanding growth, your work is under way, will it create wealth and prosperity.
Positioned in The Record of Life in the 8th house this all about your passions, or hearts desire, money transactions with other peoples money, such as insurances, mortgages, inheritance, it is about sexuality, transformation, the occult e.g. astrology etc., your sexual power and all things hidden.
8/4 Crystal... critical mass, wealth, making do, clouded perception, discipline, nourishment, holding together, passive restraint, gradual progress, arguing, conflict, union of forces.
The passing of greatness, critical mass, great gains, law of Karma, a great measure of wealth, abundance, having what is great, count your blessings, waiting, time span, patience, watering, nourishment, propriety, make do, take the first step, forcing a marriage, improper advances, a warning sign, clouded perception, darkening of the light, injury, wounding, hiding ones light, darker side of the soul, leaders, the army, group action, willpower, a good strong man, discipline, nourishment, swallow food, lower jaw, balanced diet, hold together, union, assistance, integrate, merge, accord, advance of consciousness, prosper, get ahead, sudden ideas dawn on you, gradual progress, advancing, growth, development, slow but strong, stress, conflict, litigation, lawsuits, even with the best of intentions you could meet obstruction, union of forces, fellowship, like minded people, a shared goal, friends.
This sounds like a very bright crystal, always having enough wealth to meet your needs, could help the likes of scientists, or artists who may want to pursue a goal which does not in itself make you a living, make sure you know where you are going with your thoughts and know when to call a halt, especially for scientists, new ideas abound and with the right help can be brought out into the world, sharing ideas and goals with friends, don't hide your light under a bushel it will put you into the darkness too. Be careful not to force those ideas onto other people. There is the potential for genius here.
C – Water appears twice in your codon making you an empathic, feeling and sensitive person. The T Fire in the centre shows you are warm, enthusiastic, you radiate light and inspiration. So a sensitive soul who is easily inspired, what you do with that sort of energy is the question. You have no Earth and no Air/Tree its all about how things make you feel and how it affects you. You have great ideas but need some Earth and Air to ground them and might well find that in your partner as a number two is not a number that likes to go it alone.
Mercury – Saturn (Your planets)
CTC - Leucine - Amino Acid
Don't beat yourself up could be your catchphrase. You are far too critical about your own performance and achievements. Don't over examine everything you say. Expressing your emotions can be difficult for you and if you need to have an important conversation you might later be judgemental of what you achieved and whether you came over the way you meant to. Do you feel misunderstood because you cannot emote your feelings clearly. You are likely very intelligent but public speaking fills you with dread, you know your subject but explaining it to others is very difficult to you. You have a lack of confidence at times and worry about what others may be thinking about you. You are a good writer, able to explain in great detail your thoughts, you are logical and clear but if you have to communicate the same thing in person it would not come over as clearly. Try not to criticize yourself so much and cut yourself some slack rather than holding on too tightly. Saturn is restricting the mind or filling it with wisdom and it can hold you back. Maybe it is holding back the information until the right time for it to appear but this can be restricting to you. A responsible person who likes to clarify what they have said. So don't let restrictions overtake your mind and if public speaking is not for you buy yourself a beautiful pen and start to flow. You have the ability, no really you do, even if you doubt it. Start to build up on that lack of confidence in yourself.
Your musical notes are D# E B which gives the key signatures E Major and C# Minor.
The Thinker...
The Thinker...
Your aspect shape is creating a triangle from Cancer 30* 4th house of the chest to Leo 150* 5th house of the Heart, to Pisces 12th house of the feet and back to Cancer 120*. This pattern creates the thinker aspect. Always searching for something and can often times get lost in the process. You are a dreamer and a thinker who might well find an outlet for those thoughts in the green corner which in your case is in Leo. This is an area associated with creativity, your hobbies what you enjoy doing and having fun, these will be your individual creativities not a group thing but all your own work. Standing alone is not something you are so comfortable with. You have no time to waste on ruminations when your mind is fully engaged in the creative thinking process and you are seeking out information. This is intelligence in motion.
Full of insight, conservative in nature, proud and dignified but that can lead to your being inflexible, overly cautious and dependant on others. You can be proud but don't let it make you inflexible, be prepared to adapt if required, you have a strong need to feel secure so may attach yourself to others feeling it gives you security. Sometimes a need for security can create fears of lack of it. Set yourself up and remain safe and secure then lighten up a little in other areas. Your attention to the finances can make you seem stingy at times. Usually you are lucky with money, it comes when needed, believe it. Good in social situations but not necessarily in the way you express yourself. You have an excellent mind, please use it. One minute you are wanting independence and next minute co-dependance, you are likely to want to be in charge in your relationships. You need an understanding life partner who somehow manages to give you freedom and security. You need to work on this as being alone is not for you.
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